Butterflies

Lonely days in my past life, I thought about her last night
in my dreams the only time I see her My back's against the wall when I see her
My life's been fucked up, my words been choked up
My attitude's been gone I've been too submissive and I don't listen
I get up just to fall I've been having trouble sleeping
But I ain't got no reasons my thoughts been fucked up, I guess it's my
fault could only blame my feelings
Never really eating paranoid from treason
Never social on my living days people find a way to leave and
Life is hard, I know it's hard different people with the same scars
Mutuals with the same thoughts leave you dead and gone with the same flaws
I've been having trouble breathing all my friends are leaving
Back to square one and she's still gone I'm staring at the ceiling