Heart Feels Heavy

Looked back but just for a minute
A daydream, I think I was in it
Homesick for sunburns in K town
Lit up, we burn high, we burn out

Now my heart feels heavy
Have I lost myself
Cause I can't get over it now
Things can get so messy
when you're someone else
and you can't get sober somehow

All of the words you said to me
I needed, I needed
You couldn't know what it would mean
to leave it, to leave it
Looking for something new but I keep looking back
Is that all I have
Can I get better than that?
Can I get better than that?

I think my youth was a weapon
cut deep to teach me a lesson
These days I'm friends with depression
I'm stuck in my intermission

Now my heart feels heavy
Have I lost myself
Cause I can't get over it now
Am I still not ready?
Only time will tell
But I can't feel anything now