Lit Match

Wait till I'm down at the deep end 
Wait till I can't touch the bottom  
That's when you tell me that you're seeing somebody and she feels just like me 
I can only take so much   
I'm bulletproof but I'm human  
No, you can't blame me for that 
I can't get over what you did  
Swear that it's holding me back  
Whenever I sing the music 
All the lyrics are so sad  
I feel like I'm gonna lose it  
But then the pain is a lit match   
I'm getting used to a sharp end 
Loneliness feels like an old friend 
I'm just getting cozier with the knife that's stuck in my back  
I didn't think I'd get through it 
 
I'm bulletproof but I'm human  
No, you can't blame me for that 
And I'll get over what you did  
No, it's not holding me back  
Whenever I sing the music 
All the lyrics are so sad  
Now I learned how to use it 
Because the pain is a lit match  
 
No, I never thought I'd see the daylight 
No, I never thought I'd make the sparks fly 
Felt like I was just coming undone 
But I feel this new fire like hunger 
Pull me out or it be taking me under 
Breathe it out or hold it in my lungs