Beautiful Nightmare

[Verse 1:]
My heart knows what I want, deep in my soul
I'm yearnin' for her, even on the down low
My body aches each time, pain throbbin' fast then slow
I endure it, hopin' that she doesn't hit the road
And if she does, no hard feelin's, ya know
The wave finally slowed down, its finally clear
I was blind, even though, she shed some tears
I know it hurts her, but the endin' is near
Losin' her again, is my top biggest fear
The others mean nothin', only wish she was here
Sacrifices is a hard call, evеn after a shaky year

[Pre-Chorus:]
Love hеr more than the stars in the sky
The connection is there
The pull of the strings are hard to deny
I'm tryna always be there

[Chorus:]
Got nothin' but a beautiful nightmare
My mixed emotions flyin' everywhere
Don't say I don't really care
I have so much to share

[Verse 2:]
Even if it comes true, there's still shit ahead
No matter what I do, its always the wrong answer instead
My mind playin' tricks on me, it never stops
Ponderin' on my newfound feelin's, I know what I got
Rest in peace Juice Wrld, I got them lucid dreams
I don't wanna beleive it, its lowerin' my self-esteem
My conscious askin "what kind dream is this"
Somethin' that makes my heart rapidly race
Wakin up with a disappointment, cause it wasn't real
I gotta see the reality, its only what I feel
I gotta admit the truth, its just really hard
Just a beautiful nightmare, nothin' can break us apart

[Pre-Chorus:]
Love her more than the stars in the sky
The connection is there
The pull of the strings are hard to deny
I'm tryna always be there

[Chorus:]
Got nothin' but a beautiful nightmare
My mixed emotions flyin' everywhere
Don't say I don't really care
I have so much to share

[Outro:]
Shout out To beyoncé
R.i.p Juice Wrld
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