Eclipse Lullaby

[Chorus:]
Goin' through the same moment, lookin' at myself through the mirror
Closin' myself in a bubble, so I don't feed into the fear
Watchin' the rain fall, all I can ever do is hear it
Keepin' my hopes high, tryna keep up the fightin' spirit
Ponderin' about my life, constantly givin' myself these headaches
I'm shootin' for the stars, so I can one day have my space
When I fall asleep, I see dark shadows playin' with my mind
Filled with darkness, barely any light, cause its the eclipse lullaby

[Verse 1:]
I don't take pills, I deal with the fuckin' pain
But I feel like I have, and its drivin' me insane
Filled with so much side effects, does it ever stop
I'm not into that stuff, I don't even own a Glock
I was asked by my mother, have I been into that stuff
Was told the way I was actin', made me look like I was completely fucked
It grew my fuckin' rage, which slowly grew over time
I remember when it started, the point where she crossed the line
Used to be bright as the sun, but slowly started to fade
Talkin' in my sleep, dealin' with what I made
Nothin' but a nightmare walker, makin' my way onto the path
The path welcomes me, and it feels like its gonna last

[Chorus:]
Goin' through the same moment, lookin' at myself through the mirror
Closin' myself in a bubble, so I don't feed into the fear
Watchin' the rain fall, all I can ever do is hear it
Keepin' my hopes high, tryna keep up the fightin' spirit
Ponderin' about my life, constantly givin' myself these headaches
I'm shootin' for the stars, so I can one day have my space
When I fall asleep, I see dark shadows playin' with my mind
Filled with darkness, barely any light, cause its the eclipse lullaby

[Verse 2:]
Niggas rappin' about their pain, and that's how some entered the game
I do the same, like Polo G, I write it then get ready to entertain
Shit, I'm in this bitch, and now I gotta work my way outta this shit
Got my sights set on the dream, Niggas I'm gonna be rich
Thought things would change, but it still ends up as shit
Back to the beginin', holdin' on to a fucked up wish
Its really typical, to even hope for a better path
The eclipse lullaby, somethin' I can't get past
I like to be alone, just me and my music
My music will help me, as I up the level of my lyrics
Fame and money, that's all I'll ever need
Distance from my family, will change the inner me

[Chorus:]
Goin' through the same moment, lookin' at myself through the mirror
Closin' myself in a bubble, so I don't feed into the fear
Watchin' the rain fall, all I can ever do is hear it
Keepin' my hopes high, tryna keep up the fightin' spirit
Ponderin' about my life, constantly givin' myself these headaches
I'm shootin' for the stars, so I can one day have my space
When I fall asleep, I see dark shadows playin' with my mind
Filled with darkness, barely any light, cause its the eclipse lullab