Nights I Cried(Emotionally Scarred)

[Hook:]
Been givin many chances, to take a stand
But the problem just started to expand
Can't blame no one but myself
I sank into the darkness, to ponder what I'm about
With each passin day, I stared up to the sky
I just sat alone, and counted the nights I cried

[Verse 1:]
My demons tortured me, sayin' theres no point
Livin' a life with no meanin', I stated I won't
I may have issues, but this isn't how i want to go out
I've been supported, and adviced to take another route
I saw my future, it didn't look bright
It scared the hell outta me, I pondered to take a stand and fight
I aways yearned for a girl to call my own
Cause I didn't want to die alone

[Hook:]
Been givin many chances, to take a stand
But the problem just started to expand
Can't blame no one but myself
I sank into the darkness, to ponder what I'm about
With each passin day, I stared up to the sky
I just sat alone, and counted the nights I cried

[Verse 2:]
Endin' the sufferin, was the only thing on my mind
Felt good in my head, but in reality I really crossed the line
Goin to bed with a knife, was a risky move
From that room, I decided to choose
I wrote my pain in poetry and music
And from there, my words started to stick
Since I was a kid, I always took things to far
Somethin' inside of me broke, and I was emotionally scarred

[Hook:]
Been givin many chances, to take a stand
But the problem just started to expand
Can't blame no one but myself
I sank into the darkness, to ponder what I'm about
With each passin day, I stared up to the sky
I just sat alone, and counted the nights I cried