Too Many Apologies

[Verse 1:]
Too much to deal with, I've seriously had it
Ya'll know you feel the same, so I say fuck it
I'm done with this shit, I'm done tryna repair it
I could care less, and that's about it
Just leave me be, and I'll do the same
There's no point, to keep playin' these games
I'm still movin' forward, that somethin' will be obtained
But right now, I'm just gonna stay in my lane

[Chorus:}
I'm just gonna ride the wave, and wait for the tide to rise
I'm takin' control of my messed up shit, I'm own my side
Goin' with the phases of the moon, transition from dark and light
I don't need shit, goin' on my own, I wanna see the sights
Tryna embrace that spark within' me, I've donе tryna make peace
Niggas say thеre's a way, "I'm like nigga, bitch please"
I've got this far without your help, just leave me be
As I look back, I see I made too many apologies

[Verse 2:]
I used to be a quitter, when the goin' got tough
But as of now, I'm a nigga who writes his own stuff
I've built my flow, I always knew it was goin' be rough
But now I got my future, I'm always gonna be enough
Still got that optimism in me, but not as much as before
I don't need this shit, I can live for so much more
I've said sorry with much sincerity, but shit hasn't change
My soul will forever be in pain, cause the scars will remain

[Bridge:]
I've did my fair share of shit, I really regret it
Its never gonna be enough, nothin' but the same shit
I'm never gonna let it get the best me, I'm movin' forward from it
I'm never goin' back, and that's just it

[Chorus:}
I'm just gonna ride the wave, and wait for the tide to rise
I'm takin' control of my messed up shit, I'm own my side
Goin' with the phases of the moon, Transition from dark and light
I don't need shit, goin' on my own, I wanna see the sights
Tryna embrace that spark within' me, I've done tryna make peace
Niggas say there's a way, "I'm like nigga, bitch please"
I've got this far without your help, just leave me be
As I look back, I see I made too many apologies