Space Case

[Verse 1: NøtInVain]
Everything that glitters ain't golden
But everything I think of is bitter and broken
Dead for so long, it's givin' the aroma
That it died long ago
Maybe even before Corona
And what had died was my drive and 95
Percent of my persona
Scared the pills are fake
But fuck it, if it's laced, it's laced
Even more reason to take a blunt to the face
Started smokin' and rapping one in the same
Hiatus to go to Lincoln Tech, yet another school I'd trade
You're a rapper but you havеn't spit a single bar, it's lame
Anxious and so depressed, I crashed my car from the pain
Swervin' out of that lane, I had to go and make my own way
Did some shit probably know about until I meet Nardwuar
Innocent to you and in the view of God I'm on guard

[Verse 2: NøtInVain]
David reminded me these
People in my life to which I speak
Are here in times of need
When I need to find my peace, believe
It's hard to do
Went from droppin' edi's in the bathroom at the Christian school
To having lyrics in the pages all my homies think are cool
My teacher back in kindergarten always called me a fool
But I'm diggin' up the garden now to try to find the root
The one that I planted three years ago
That grew and bloomed into the forbidden fruit
But that was back in the day
When all I'd rap for was the speed
All the way back before I smoked my first eighth of weed
Before I skipped school every day of the week
Before Andy came into the picture and convinced her to cheat
Then I thought I found another reason to smile cheek to cheek
But I found out that my love was like a one-way street
I thought I'd found the one but she never wanted to meet
I just thought maybe it was cold feet
But I got a text in my bed at the hospital
She was pregnant for thirteen weeks when I'd known her for twelve, you see
Life can be rough, but it isn't always Hell
The junky part of me, sinking deeper in that smell
You know the one from the skunk from the plastic bag
Or the cinnamon from a glass of Fireball
I dropped it and it cracked
The glass was fragile as a soul
Usually just let it roll up the hill
Like the boulder, then I drop it yet again
Like Sisyphus, I'm sick of this and so are all of my friends
Cause they got come and pick me up
When I can't feel my legs again

[Verse 3: Xknight]
I have this feeling
I can't get accepted even if I tried
I'm a space case
Nothing but pain
Between my ex cheating
And my dad acting like he doesn't want me, why?
This noose is tied
Feels like the only way out is suicide
Every day I sit in my room and cry
I'm useless, I should die

[Outro: NøtInVain & Xknight]
I said this noose is tied
Feels like the only way out is suicide
Every day I sit in my room and cry
I'm useless, I should die