on a roll

Look out
Cause they all would try to get you
Don't know where to look now
Falling up I hope I get through
Can't be around this
I'm still trying to forget who
Who made me this way now
And my memory just slips through
And after this all
Gets over and done with
Im not the one you could call on
Don't ring my phone up
Look what you thought
It was all wrong
And I pay for old mistakes
I tried to hit the brakes
Now im trying to run away from this
How many times did I say
Its not easy?
Why did I
Let myself be this way?
I was looking in the mirror
You made me turn my face
I was trying to say it clear
You thought I still wasn't saying much
And now its nothing left to show for it
I'm all alone in my home with
Thoughts to suffer with
Thought you were so on point
But you were wrong about this
I guess if this the life you chose
Then I say "go for it"
All I know
I won't follow no set code
And this life won't slow up for you
I tried showing you
No point in looking down
We're going up
I change the ones im around
As im growing up
Look out
Cause they all would try to get you
Don't know where to look now
Falling up I hope I get through