I’M LOST
Yeah
Take me back to the old me
Who wasn't lonely
Way before I saw myself changing very slowly
Sick of chilling with the people who don't even wanna know me
Why we talking you is just another phony homie
It's hard to be you when nobody likes you
That's why I put on a mask so they might do
I'm bouta to drift away, I mean what's new?
Everything is what I have, not what I lose
When did I mess up?
When did it go wrong?
I've been looking for that love
But it takes long
When do I get to stop writing sad songs?
Fix my heart so it can finally beat calm
Running in directions I don't even know if they ending
Wondering if I'm losing all the money that I'm investing
Thinking that a normal life is something that I should invest in
Scared that if I don't then everyone gonna leave me like the rest did
I'm lost
I'm lost
I'm lost
I'm lost
And I can't find my way back on my own
Lost
I'm lost
I'm lost
I'm lost
And I can't find my way back on my own
(That's why I'm lost)
(That's why I'm lost)
Yeah
What does it take?
To make a better person out of somebody that wasn't one?
I don't know if I'm the one
Thoughts feel like a loaded gun
Send bullets that bouncing off the walls
Hitting feelings cause they ain't got no where to run
Yeah
I can work as hard as I can
But at the end of the day it don't feel like I would execute my plans
My life is falling outta my hands
I ain't got no where to go, that I can't stand
Making too many mistakes
Cannot catch a break
Double everyday
It's like raps my only getaway
Feeling all this pain
Why does one day feel like everyday?
Rapping on many tracks but it feels like no one wants to hear what I say
I know God hears me
But no one else hears that
Is that why I'm lost?
I'm lost
I'm lost
I'm lost
I'm lost
And I can't find my way back on my own
Lost
I'm lost
I'm lost
I'm lost
I can't find my way back on my own
Yeah
That's why I'm lost
That's why I'm lost
I'm lost
I'm lost
I'm lost
I'm lost
And I can't find my way back on my own
Lost
I'm lost
I'm lost
I'm lost
And I can't find my way back on my own