Screaming Underwater

Think I need a new pillow case
'Cause I've been crying on this one all night
Just reminds that we're close to breaking
Guess I'll take the blame if it's mine

I had to put my phone on airplane mode
'Cause I don't wanna be waiting on you
You know I am and it's been getting lonely
Your silence hurts more than the truth

I messed up and I'm sorry
It's my fault yeah it's on me
I know you're hurting too but

Feel like I'm screaming underwater without you
Feel like I'm drowning every time I cry louder
The weight of all our problems got me half way to the bottom
Feel like I'm screaming underwater without you

Think I need some new medicine 'cause
I still get sick when I think about us
And I've been waiting for the drugs to kick in
But they won't when you're not in my arms

I messed up and I'm sorry
It's my fault yeah it's on me
I know you're hurting too but

Feel like I'm screaming underwater without you
Feel like I'm drowning every time I cry louder
The weight of all our problems got me half way to the bottom
Feel like I'm screaming underwater without you

I miss you
I'm sorry
I want you
To be happy

But are you screaming underwater without me?
Feel like you're drowning every time that you miss me?
If we end up at the bottom from the weight of all our problems?
Will you let me go to save yourself
I won't let you go to save myself

Feel like I'm screaming underwater without you
Feel like I'm drowning every time I cry louder
The weight of all our problems got me half way to the bottom
Feel like I'm screaming underwater without you