Wheel of Colors

I should just come out
But that would be bad
Don't know what to do
Everyone will hate you
Going round and round
This will never end
They should love me for me
Don't throw away popularity
I am comfortable now but this feels wrong
Putting things together that don't belong
Eating away at me but on the outside I stay strong
Throwing around my feelings like a ping-pong
Will I ever even stop
I don't even know
Give me time to grow
Hit me so hard
Smacked me in the face
Spinning on this wheel
Wheel of colors
One day made me realize
Every since then I've been
Standing alone dizzy
No one can relate
I guess I am unique
But not in a good way
Spinning on this wheel
Wheel of colors
On the wheel of
I'll rip off the band-aid
But there is no first aid
Just one and done
But there will be no one
I'm so sick of hiding
Just go through life riding
Let's just role the dice
It's not worth the sacrifice
I shouldn't feel guilty
Somethings wrong with you
How do others do this
They're stronger-willed than you
If they're really my friends
Some of them are not
Then they should understand
But some of them will not
Everyone will hate you
They don't understand
This makes you different
And people don't like different
Look around no one else is like this
You'll be alone forever in this infinite abyss
Will I ever even stop
I don't even know
Give me time to grow
Hit me so hard
Smacked me in the face
Spinning on this wheel
Wheel of colors
One day made me realize
Every since then I've been
Standing alone dizzy
No one can relate
I guess I am unique
But not in a good way
Spinning on this wheel
Wheel of colors
On the wheel of
On the wheel of colors
On the wheel of colors
On the wheel of colors
On the wheel of colors