The Shrouded Grief

I remember she smiled alot
But when I looked into the eyes she got
I saw the pain she would not share
She believed that noone ever cared

I hoped she would open her heart to me
But through her tears she was too blind to see
That I was always there for her
Even though she never cared

I would have carried your burden
If you just had let me in

She laughed out loud when they threw her out
Through the window I heard them shout
She was beautiful in my eyes
And I loved her as she died

And then they blamed me for it all
That I was the reason of her fall
Like it was my fault the whole time
But it was their doing not mine

I would have carried your burden
If you just had let me in

Every day I wonder what I could have done more to help you
But you wouldn't show me your tears, all my words fell on deaf ears
You were the world to me, I really wanted to set you free
But your smile was just for show, you made up your mind long ago

Every day I wonder what to do with those who had hurt you
Which is why I'll have to let go before the anger consumes my soul
Know that I loved you then and that I love you even still
But I can't let you drag me with you, lest I would no longer be the man you knew

Everyday I wondered what I could have done to help myself, but I didn't show you my tears, your
Words didn't fall on deaf ears
You were the world to me, I really wanted to be set free
But my smile was just for show, I made up my mind long ago