My Mental Health Is Worse

You're on the spectrum, you only do chores
But my mental health is much worse than yours
If you could only know how I feel when I feel down

Your friends they all hate you, you're sad and depressed
But my many issues are more repressed
If you could only know how I feel when I feel down

You can no longer bear living
But can't you see how I am hurt?
So sad you can't see color
But did you notice my skirt?

You cannot focus despite all the meds
But please admit that I'm more of a mess
If you could only know how I feel when I feel down

God told you to drown them in the tub
But the voices I hear could beat yours up
If you could only know how I feel when I feel down

Your therapist has rеtreated
Your kids want to live with thеir mom
But see how my heart it is bleeding
And I need a new pair of socks