Lost in Life

Something I never say, something I've locked away
And you all just agree, I don't believe it
How can I live this way, the pain they eat for me
I guess it's time to say, I may not make it
So what's this mean for me, do I just fold and leave
I guess I'm gonna be another failure
I live to fantasize, but I'm just lost in life
I always knew that I could never become, what they are
This shame, I've locked away my pain
I've thrown away my world for everything that's empty
These scars don't determine who we are
They're just there to show how far we've come and then some
I lie awake at night, as you sleep by my side
All I can think is that I don't deserve it
What you two mean to me, does not come easily
I guess it's best if I give up my ending
But what's this mean for me, as I turn old and grey
I guess it's gonna be a run for shelter
Somewhere deep in my mind, I'm breaking down inside
All I can see is how I never realized, what they are
This shame, I've locked away my pain
I've thrown away my world for everything that's empty
These scars don't determine who we are
They're just there to show how far we've come and then some
Change me, just make me into what I could've been, Oh God
Save me, from tearing my world apart again
Shame, I've locked away my pain
I've thrown away my world for everything that's empty
These scars, don't determine who we are
They're just there to show how far we've come and then some
This shame, I've locked away my pain
I've thrown away my world for everything that's empty
These scars don't determine who we are
They're just there to show how far we've come and then some