Role Model
Fed up with the hype
Good intentions, bad advice
All we have are lies
Don't tell me what to do
I've only seen one side of you
I thought I'd never die
Don't tell me what to do
But tell me what to focus on
Cause you're not around you're gone
If you're not around you're--
Not much of a role model
Can't take it slow
I don't wanna be made to follow
but I can't be left alone
Not much of a role model
Can't take it slow
I don't wanna be made to follow
but I can't be left alone
Me and my habits and I
We love each other
Shake hands every evening
Disregard in the morning
As if I'll never die
Not an icon for your life
Cause what kind of life is hoping you wake up one day as someone else?
Caught inside a loop but never trying to get out
Of this low
You call it patience I call it way too slow
You can always follow where we go
but please just know I'm--
Not much of a role model
Can't take it slow
I don't wanna be made to follow
but I can't be left alone
Not much of a role model
Can't take it slow
I don't wanna be made to follow
but I can't be left alone
Recognize through tears
Who was screaming in the mirror
begging me to change
Still breaking all my rules
but no longer dry my eyes
Cause from now on I'll decide
From now on I'll be--
Not much of a role model
Can't take it slow
I don't wanna be made to follow
but I can't be left alone
Not much of a role model
Can't take it slow
I don't wanna be made to follow
but I can't be left alone
Me and my habits and I
Once again back at the scene of the crime
How many times do we gotta lie?
Feels like I've died here so many times