Parachute

Take the reigns again
It was a pleasure to finally fall asleep without a stir
Out there with tons of burns
I get a lost sensation
Sent through my brains and hands
I know I better escape that part of me
Before I learn I can't stand the counter turn
It's still a nerve I can't figure out

I will wake up fine in a place I love by myself
Yeah, it took some time, but at least I'm clear out of hell
I feel it coming on

I parachute alone
I'm a life that's not worth saving
It's apparent I won't slow down yet
I take control of that feeling you don't care to believe in
I'm blind, but I'm still leading
I'm finding that modern healing is sold in the dark for some of us

A strong sleep to sedatives
I fear I firmly hide from it all now to quell the burn
I won't take the sound I heard
I'm going to find my own way to drown

I will wake up fine in a place I love by myself
Yeah, it took some time, but at least I'm clear out of hell
I feel it coming on

I parachute alone
I'm a life that's not worth saving
It's apparent I won't slow down yet
I take control of that feeling you don't care to believe in
I'm blind, but I'm still leading
I'm finding that modern healing is sold in the dark for some of us

Hold my hands out like I'm starting to break
I'm seeing now what I'm doing to the people around me
I'm not supposed to care this much
And I ask myself yeah, who am I?
Well, to anything, have I lost my health?
I still harbor all my anger
I've been staring at the colors in my veins
How they stay
How I still feel I'm tired, but awake
And somewhere out there there is someone
Thinking of what I haven't gave them yet
And feeling that I can't in my disarray

I parachute alone
I'm a life that's not worth saving
It's apparent I won't slow down yet
I take control of that feeling you don't care to believe in
I'm blind, but I'm still leading
I'm finding that modern healing is sold in the dark for some of us