DESERVE YOU

I know you've been at home waiting on me
Thinkin' 'bout things that's only gon' hurt you
And I know sometimes it's hard to see my love
And you think that I don't deserve you

I'm thirty-thousand feet in the air
Legs up, screaming, "Girl beware
The pilot up front", she don't care, no (that's my bitch)
Fingernails running through my hair
Touchdown, paparazzi there
Who the fuck told 'em we was here? Whoa
Um, hit the club, matchin' what we wear
I have a smoke, it's just to go appear
And ain't nobody fuckin' with you there
And that's for sure
No competition, it's not even fair
No, I don't care what anybody says
I text you I'll be late, but until then, oh

I know you've been at home waiting on me
Thinkin' 'bout things that's only gon' hurt you
And I know sometimes it's hard to see my love
And you think that I don't deserve you (You know)

Nobody, nobody else
Nobody, nobody else
Nobody, no, I don't deserve you (no, no)
Nobody, nobody else
Nobody, nobody else
Nobody, no, I don't deserve you
I don't deserve you

I wrote this song at the start of the year
Back then when you were still here with me
It's not the way you feel that hurts
It's that you couldn't be real with me
I spent a half a million dollars on our love
How could you not feel for me?
But that's the reason I was so confused 'cause you said
"I don't deserve you, no option to work through"
You made up your mind now, I know that you're hurt too
I hope that he loves you the way that I want to
The way that I could have, all that I didn't

I just want you to have patience with me
Don't fake it with me
Was it so blatant to see that
That I don't deserve you?
You were complacent with me
There was a space that you needed to fill
I guess I didn't deserve you
(And I am who I am)
(My heart, my heart, our love is gone)