Some Love Lost

Mission complete I needed to do it
Contemplating whether
I need it or I just want it
Filled the void inside
Of my chest with all that emotion
You the only one that could
Fix me while I was broken
I was in a place that was dark
I couldn't avoid it
Pulled you deep inside

Of my world it's
Just for the moment
Looking from outside
And within you
Thought I was perfect
I was drowning deep in my soul
I was really hurting
Met you for the first time
It was love at first sight
I could see your innocence
Glowing inside your clean eyes
I could tell you wanted to find
Out more about my life
You still had a man at the time
But now it was my time
Took a while to get you to trust me
And let your guard down
But I was really patient I knew
What you had was worthwhile
You had all the things
That I really needed in my life
You were always there I could
Finally sleep at night time

Mission complete I needed to do it
Contemplating if I should
Let you go or just keep you
Did a couple things made
You question if I still love you
Made you cry and panic
The thought of losing me hurt you
But you got life ahead of you leave
Me now while you can boo
You deserve a man who can love
You the way you need to
Me I'm way too damaged
And I don't wanna destroy you
Please don't wait for me
I ain't coming back and that's final
Met you in the day time
But I prefer the night time
Your mother raised you well

Please don't live the way I live my life
I was on the run couldn't
Face my demons in real time
You were like my angel you
Saved me from dying inside...
But I just couldn't keep you
You way too pure for my lifestyle
One day I'll explain why I almost
Made you have my child
You had all the things
That I really needed in my life
And now you no more here
But I still see you at night time