Act Three

Hey, wait up!
What's wrong?

This the part that I break down and tell you what's been happening
That's discarded tho, I barely know how heart has been
I'm not about to tell you just how hard it's been
I got some sins, but I came the farthest
And now I don't cry from all the shit they've done to me
I'm fixing all this fuckery, I mix it 'till I'm done and pleased
This is how I know it fucking beat
Emotions like a faucet, you can't cover with a lid
The more shit you put on top, leave it on and see how much it leak
I've seen my brother lie to himself and apparently, we have the same tells
I recognized it, oh well, I can't trust everything my brain tells
I'm coming to this realization in the bathroom while avoiding any real dehydration
All the noise got me feeling quite anxious, I wanna think quietly
I might leave to my place in (Isn't this your place?)
Shit, this is my place, I gotta get these people out (Okay...)
I'll worry 'bout it later, I got more to think about
I got a soul to figure out, I gotta grow and be a proud person
Smiling at the roots when I go and see the ground
Hey, I need some water now (Here)
Thanks, I got emotions I'mma water down
You say 'don't treat it like a pottyhouse'
But I'm tired of all the stakes I gotta port at house
But one thing guaranteed is that I will not be bored and bounce
Remember as a kid, when I was bored, I'd grab a ball and bounce
Even had a little pig in which I used to store allowance
I used to watch Full House before I moved into a fuller house
Rest in peace Bob Saget
Why couldn't it be the scammer with a false address?
Now before you press assault charges (Don't press)
I don't wish death to anyone, the truth is, I'm appalled at it (Appalled at it)
Is it all facts or do I just have the wrong palate?
It may be tainted, but I'll leave the page painted till' I face it, is it all static? (All static)
It may come as a shock but my energy can throw back shit

Breathe

But I ain't no Saint either
I want to apologize for all the shit I did that wrongly affected other lives
Even shit that I would do again, even shit that I see nothing wrong with
For my friends and people I would lose again (lose again)
Yeah, even for Franklin man, the booze was there
Know that the problem wasn't you in there
Running from my problems made me lose the head
Breaking up made me wanna choose some head
Instead of my morals, I was losing them
I shouldn't snooze, it's ten, huh
I got driving classes I should do but damn
Hey, I've gotten to a point where it's early if I fall asleep at two AM
We all have toxic traits or toxic-dependency
Don't believe me? Heh, get into a relationship and see
If you don't find any, hold on for dear life
They're either one in a million or hide their shit in plain sight
So evolving a necessity
It's looking in the mirror and realizing I'm the only one that can be helping me
Accept what you can't change, change you can and need
And slowly you will start to feel your self-esteem
Reset
I was weak and depressed, now I'm relieved and impressed
Now you can ask me the question
I've been running from like I've been playing chess
Are you okay?
Checkmate, yes