Old Me (feat. Valious)

Everything seems so bad on the inside
I don't really know how the fuck I survived
I don't know how, but you do
But you not feeling the mood, yeah

Oooohh, I'm not in my best
Does it really matter cuz I'm leaving in a text
You don't know how you can stop me, yeah
Is that the reason that you love me? Yeah
Falling all the way down, put your hands on the ground cuz now I'm taking you down
I can't live with this shit no more
Thought it would be easy, I know that you will need me, yeah

Look into my own eyes, there's that cold I recognize
This is how I go by when I'm low, I'm dead inside
I don't like this old me
So why is it so comfy?
Now stop the falling, you'll drown any minute
Reconsider, are you a winner or someone who's ending's bitter?
I'm a cold-blooded, I'm a spitter
Everyone has their demons in 'em
But do they control your image, do you fear 'em?
I'm done with interference
Grab a Tech 9 at my mirror and make sure there's no evil in him
And when it's ascending I go grab it and lock it
Just in case there's a place where I'm ever needing them
And now they screaming at the center like

Oooohh, I'm not in my best
Does it really matter cuz I'm leaving in a text
You don't know how you can stop me, yeah
Is that the reason that you love me? Yeah
Falling all the way down, put your hands on the ground cuz now I'm taking you down
I can't live with this shit no more
Thought it would be easy, I know that you will need me, yeah

Then I tell 'em that I never will
Line is thinner but I'm no beginner
Life has been a ferris wheel
They be captive but I'm fearing still
So I take the lid off, here's my darkside
It is rare and real
I accept it, I'm the best when I'm complete
Eyes rested for a while, while I'm reckless in a beat
It's my escape, it's part of me, my artistry, it's heat
So I'm okay, my heart goes deep, accordingly, I'm clean