Dystopian Loser

I don't give a fuck about the job that I have
I don't give a fuck about life
I don't give a fuck if you call me a loser
I hate myself, alright?
I don't give a shit
I'm a college dropout I cannot commit
To a job or career that'll help myself
My world has turned to shit..

Sitting here, in my room
Full of junk, and moldy cups
Motivation is so finite
I lost all reason, I reject life
I don't give a fuck about the job that I have
I don't give a fuck about a life
I don't give a fuck if you call me a loser
I hate myself, alright?
I don't give a shit, I'm a college dropout
I cannot commit
To a job or career that'll help myself
My world has turned to shit..

Its lame
Im NEET

Sitting here, I feel unlovеd
I hate myself, I know I'm ugly
I act real tough, shitpost onlinе
I have no friends, that live nearby

I know for a fact that I can't be loved
Ill live alone then die
I know Ill fall for the vicious cycle
Ill fall in love then cry
I don't know why I do this bit
My world has turned to shit
I tried so hard to avoid being jaded
Fuck it I forfeit

Sitting here, in my room
Full of junk, and moldy cups
Motivation is so finite
I lost all reason, I reject life