Ride the Manic Wave (Bipolar Surfing)

I know I'm feeling great
I'm confident, no pain innate
Next week is gonna suck
But I don't care
Insanity reciprocates
My friends think I am crazy
Someday Ill be stuck in my bed
And labeled LAZY

I'll grab my surfboard and ill go down to the beach
I'm gonna ride the manic wave (am i insane?)
I know tomorrows gonna suck
Right now I do not give a fuck
Hang 10 in pain (unstable brain)

I should go get some help
But when I'm down I've fallen
I can't hold a steady job for more than a year or two
I'm convinced its normalcy
My feelings come in cycles
Look right out to ocean side
The tide is coming!!

Oh Ill wash out
Ill wash out
Ill wash out
Busted knees
The ocean breeze
Makes mе feel I am alive