I Don't Need Help (feat. Okan Kazdal)
This is my house, I don't need help
I was born to be dramatic
Gonna drink up, make my bones numb
Guess that life has been traumatic
But it's all fine, it's just my life
I am lying through the panic
But I don't need help
I don't need help
Born in '93, down in New Jersey
And there was more to us than all those eyes could see
Thought they'd never give up, but when tragedy struck
I was hopeful we could still be family
And if you ask my mother when my problems started
She'd say, 'for her, I always feared, it's in her blood'
And every piece of me is angry at their judgements
I'm doing fine, I'm okay
I am not the things they say
This is my house, I don't need help
I was born to be dramatic
Gonna drink up, make my bones numb
Guess that life has been traumatic
But it's all fine, it's just my life
I am lying through the panic
But I don't need help
I don't need help
Now I'm 26 in New York, working nights to keep the lights on
Everybody tells I'm walking on a line
What's everybody worrying for?
I guess I've been off, not thinking too much
About what's haunting me
Can you just let me be?
This is my house, I don't need help
I was born to be dramatic
Gonna drink up, make my bones numb
Guess that life has been traumatic
But it's all fine, it's just my life
I am lying through the panic
But I don't need help
I don't need help
This is my house, I don't need help
I was born to be dramatic
Gonna drink up, make my bones numb
Guess that life has been traumatic
But it's all fine, it's just my life
I am lying through the panic
But I don't need help
I don't need help
Sometimes the world will bring you to the ground down on your knees
Inside the fire, burning, begging just to hear you scream
But I'm not gonna fight, I'm doing well despite it all
I know I'm living a lie
But that's what gets me through the night
This is my house, I don't need help
I was born to be dramatic
Gonna drink up, make my bones numb
Guess that life has been traumatic
But it's all fine, it's just my life
I am lying through the panic
But I don't need help
I don't need help
This is my house, I don't need help
I was born to be dramatic
Gonna drink up, make my bones numb
Guess that life has been traumatic
But it's all fine, it's just my life
I am lying through the panic
But I don't need help
I don't need help