Hurting On Purpose

Don't feel myself in the daytime
Late night, I'm late night
No, I don't feel myself in the daytime
Everything is too real
Bright lights

I've been pushing 95
I'm headed to the ocean
I've been drinkin', smokin', smokin', drinkin', drinkin', smokin'
And it's good 'cause it's bad, cuts and it kills
But I'm sick of how it feels

Don't you know I'm hurting on purpose
Don't you know I'm hurting on purpose
Don't believe what lies on the surface
I'm in love, I'm in love with the pain

Don't you know I'm

Don't you know I'm

Don't you know I'm

I don't feel alive in the middle
High low, I'm high though
I don't feel alive in the middle
Not even just a little bit, back forth

I've been smokin, drinkin', drinkin'
Smokin', smokin', drinkin'
I've been doin what I shouldn't
Till my mind ain't thinkin
And it's good, 'cause it's bad
Cuts and it kills
But I'm sick of how it feels

Don't you know I'm hurting on purpose
Don't you know I'm hurting on purpose
Lately though that shit isn't working
Had enough, had enough of the pain

Don't you know I'm

Don't you know I'm

Don't you know I'm hurting on purpose

Don't you know I'm