Devil On My Shoulder

Smoke detector on the ceilin'
I already know the feelin'
Devil on my shoulder's real
We've been here before
Constellations in the carpet
And it's not even gettin' dark yet
There's always thunder in August
Before the storm

Now my friends don't call me anymore 'cause they know that
I won't make it out the door to come over
Used to the weight of the world on my shoulders, ah

Help me
I'm still waitin' for someone to tell me
This won't last forever, but it's hell for me
Just to remind myself I'm supposed to breathe
There ain't nobody else that can help me
Screamin' in the shower isn't healthy
Holdin' it together, but it's hell for me
I'm not the person that I'm supposed to be

I don't think I'm makin' progress
Talk about a fuckin' process
I don't wanna have to work for it anymore
No wonder I wake up exhausted
When every night I'm turnin', tossin'
'Cause all I do is think about
What I don't wanna think about, oh

Help me
I'm still waitin' for someone to tell me
This won't last forever, but it's hell for me
Just to remind myself I'm supposed to breathe
There ain't nobody else that can help me
Screamin' in the shower isn't healthy
Holdin' it together, but it's hell for me
I'm not the person that I'm supposed to be

Now my friends don't call me anymore 'cause they know that
I won't make it out the door to come over
Used to the weight of the world on my shoulders, ah
Now my friends don't call me anymore 'cause they know that
I won't make it out the door to come over
Used to the weight of the world on my shoulders, ah

Help me
I'm still waitin' for someone to tell me
This won't last forever, but it's hell for me
Just to remind myself I'm supposed to breathe
There ain't nobody else that can help me
Screamin' in the shower isn't healthy
Holdin' it together, but it's hell for me
I'm not the person that I'm supposed to be

I'm supposed to be