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I'm screaming loud into the night and activate my fight or flight
I'm hoping there's someone there, to show me that they care
I'm only hearing my own voice, it's not what I want, not my choice
I've always been alone, I'm trying to find a home
But the people who hear, they have a different idea of what is worthy
I put my heart on the line, I spend my day so confined, to make it perfect
But I'm average, I'm aware
And I know no one cares, but
I'd rather you hate me than be indifferent
Why am I so insignificant
Not disliked, but no one likes me
It's crazy how much I'm into it
Why must I be so irrelevant
All these days put in for nothing
Putting in my sweat and tears for all the ones who aren't here yet
Hoping someday you'll come, on days you feel alone
I'm recording who I am, I do my best to take a stand
And say that I believe, this life is for me
But I still care too much about receiving the love
Of those around me
They look me right in the eye and then just keep walking by
Like they can't see me
It's not fair to feel this way
But it's here all the same, cuz
I'd rather you hate me than be indifferent
Why am I so insignificant
Not disliked, but no one likes me
It's crazy how much I'm into it
Why must I be so irrelevant
All these days put in for nothing
Don't hate me, you're just indifferent
Why am I so insignificant
You can't help it, but it hurts me
What do I do
What do I do
Lost and screaming and unheard
What do I do
You don't hate me, but you don't love me
Am I the only one who's feeling lonely
You don't hate me, but you don't love me
Make your mind up, please don't ignore me
I don't wanna give up
But does the wind make sound when there's no one to hear it
Do the stars shine if there's no one to see it
Could I disappear, would people know that I'm missing
I just wanna speak and know that people will listen