Camouflage

Who was I, I wasn't fine
I just wanted to kill my mind
Who was I when I was depressed
Who was I when I got undressed
I put on masks and built up walls
I try to hide my rise and falls
And then I failed and met rock bottom
Almost sold my soul but I just rebought it

You think you know me? Think again
I'll hide myself until the end
You think that I look crystal clear
You do not see the fog in here
I hide behind my camouflage
Next to my car in my garage
Turn the key so I could breathe
Inhale the fumes, they set me free

I hide myself, I hide mysеlf
I wish that I was someone elsе
I hide myself, I hide myself
I wish that I was someone else
I hate myself, I hate myself
I'll try to be somebody else
I hate myself, I hate myself
I'll try to be somebody else

Who am I, I'm still alive
I gotta learn to make life mine
Who am I, I was almost gone
Who are you, yeah you almost won
I locked the door, I killed the lights
I'm soaking in an endless night
Don't let me go, just let me bleed
You can be all that I need

You think you know me? Think again
I'll hide myself until the end
You think that I look crystal clear
You do not see the fog in here
I hide behind my camouflage
Next to my car in my garage
Turn the key so I could breathe
Inhale the fumes, they set me free

I hide myself, I hide myself
I wish that I was someone else
I hide myself, I hide myself
I wish that I was someone else
I hate myself, I hate myself
I'll try to be somebody else
I hate myself, I hate myself
I'll try to be somebody else

Don't want you to know who I am
You'll look at me and be like
"Ma'am I'm starting to worry bout you
If what you say is really true
The key right here is honesty
The truth will always set you free"
Oh no it won't, it brings me down
And paints my friend's faces with frowns
It's best that I keep to myself
And stay in a high state of stealth
Fear everyone, it's safer that way
Or else in the end you will pay
When it comes to life, I don't get the hype
Now I am not the type to gripe
So I'll bitch and moan right at the mirror
And wish that I was never here

Just let me
Just let me
Just let me
Let me hide