Empty Room

(Verse One)
Fucking trapped inside this room
So damn empty, it's my tomb
My demons haunt me every day
The walls are scary, painted grey
It feels like they are closing in
I can't let my dark thoughts win
Getting darker each second
I think they're teaching me a lesson
I feel trapped inside my head
Every day, wish I was dead
Need to feel pain or a high
Need to feel that all the time
Don't be scared, this is the norm
This is calm before the storm
I've been thinking about death
Still not sure what happens next

(Pre Chorus)
I can't think inside this room
Everything is doom and gloom
Dug through dirt to get this far
And I have many battle scars
So many, you can't help but see
There's so much shit you cannot see
I might as well just end it all
Before I hit the goddamn wall

(Instrumental Chorus)

(Verse Two)
Fucking trapped inside this life
It's brutal, I just need my knife
Racing thoughts they hold me back
I'm depressed, I always slack
My mind is like a field of bombs
Explosions, silence, trembling palms
Surprised I haven't killed me yet
How long will I last, please take your bets
I try to show my broken heart
But all that's there is broken parts
I try to pick them up myself
But maybe I might need some help
Hit and kick and punch the walls
Throw my body down the halls
I can't breathe, it's closing in
My darkest thoughts are thoughts that win

(Pre Cborus)
I can't think inside this room
Everything is doom and gloom
Dug through dirt to get this far
And I have many battle scars
So many you can't help but see
There's so much shit you cannot see
I might as well just end it all
Before I hit the goddamn wall

(Instrumental Chorus)

(Bridge)
This empty room is not a home
But it's a place where my thoughts roam
They torture me and make me sick
It's getting hard to deal with it
The pain is now my only friend
And he will stay until the end
So stuck with him is how I'll lay
Until the world has had its way
This empty room is not a home
But it's a place where my thoughts roam
They torture me and make me sick
It's getting hard to deal with it
The pain is now my only friend
And he will stay until the end
So stuck with him is how I'll lay
Until the world has had its way