No Way Out
(Verse One)
I have been far underground
I said I wouldn't make a sound
Padlock piercing through my lips
Suspicious men I cannot kiss
I thought it was all for the best
To keep these secrets to my chest
Mostly I have been alone
Me and my demons built a home
Cuz you can't leave the underworld
Not ever no you damaged girl
I'm mostly pieces on the floor
No exit here but there's the door
Break my legs and twist my arm
You will not cause me any harm
Snap my neck and choke mе out
And do not soak your hands in doubt
(Chorus)
Use my head as a centеrpiece
That would be a masterpiece
Screaming at the wall
And the wall is screaming back at me
Run bitch run
It's your kingdom come
My demons laugh and laugh
As I point that gun
I turn it on myself
Because I'm beyond help
My words are dime a dozen
Put them back on the shelf
This album's my escape
From my mind that I can't take
So I'll write my truths before
I'm bound to meet my grave
(Break)
I have to get out of here
There's no way out
(Verse Two)
Satan has me in his grip
On my own blood I will slip
This state of mind is living hell
I can't escape my wretched self
This flesh is prison, locked away
Always keep problems at bay
I'm damaged goods to every soul
Don't believe me, ask the polls
No one wants my misery
They all keep trying to save me
Believe me, I'd love out of this
But I'm bound here, I signed the script
Underworld's the home I know
It's not somewhere you want to go
People want to understand
But then they're sinking in quicksand
(Chorus)
Use my head as the centerpiece
That would be a masterpiece
Screaming at God
But he isn't screaming back at me
Pray bitch pray
It's the way to get saved
Wanna be right with god
Before you meet your grave
I do it on my own terms
His respect is earned
You might look twice
If you see what I've learned
I might make that switch
But he left me in a ditch
So if he wants my trust
He'll have to put it in a pitch
(Break)
God, please take away my pain
(Break)
I'm begging you, please
(Bridge)
These thoughts they are unspeakable
With all the inner push and pull
I've been quiet with my health
I've been keeping my words stealth
But here is where I let it out
You're listening, you chose this route
From break ups to self harm attempts
To each decision I resent
This album is my honesty
My last project was never me
But in this work's where I feel free
With every cry and every bleed
It's within each and every choice
Which lead me to finding my voice
Now with all that out of the way
I present my album Grey