I CAN CHANGE THE WORLD

KS
Yo
We've come too far to start losing our powers
And achieved too much to start believing the doubters
The quiet ones always outshone by the shouters
I'm in a room full of atheists and I'm asking for my flowers
So
God forgive me if sin amongst sinners
God forgive me if I do dirt to give Amari dinner
God forgive me if I take a shot to my liver
Treating my body as a temple, so I've dropped out the liquor
KS I'm writing to you again
This games built off clout they ain't listening
You been doubting your pen
Don't let these fears get to your head
But it's mad cos they live there again
If you knew you'll be here five years ago
Then you would of worked harder
Or probably worked smarter
Stop having a regrets of being a father
Cos since Amari's been born you've been fully charged up
I'm looking at my reflection and I wanna see Christ
Wondering where I end up when I die
Bitterness inside
So I'm learning to forgive those who made me cry
Saying to myself when I lose my drive
KS you're God's child and you're filled with purpose
Don't lose direction chasing these Earth things
You're destined to go far, put your trust in God whenever you feel nervous
So there's no more burdens
I always say I'm one man and I can't change the world
I gotta start with myself
To stop a generation going to hell
I put my young kids on game like Mikel
Working in a youth club I wish I had a me for myself
I ain't been there in a while
Used to break down in trials
Tried my best to make everyone proud
And then I went and let me down
To win you gotta experience an L
And to be wise you've gotta once be foolish as well
I ain't dwelling on my fails
I can't derail
Another trip around the sun
Another way God's showing me His grace, mercy and love
Another way to say my mission isn't done
All I want for my 25th is a big hug
Never thought that I would make it to 25
25 I'm grateful to still be alive
25 I can say I'm baptised
25 I'm looking to make my girl my wife
25 and I'm fully blessed
25 I'm no longer hopeless
25 I understand about slow steps
And learning to trust the process
I'm grateful for every year
I'm grateful for every tear
I'm grateful I've overcome so many fears
Grateful for the friends I lost
And the people still here
I'm happy that I changed myself to change the world
Changed myself so I can water my girl
I helped her with her healing
I'm happy I made it to 25 cos Kieya never met that feeling
Rest in peace cuz
25 I pray I learn how to deal with grieving
25 time to give our life meaning
Looking in the mirror I don't have spectophobia
To make the world a better place it starts with us
Teach Amari how to love, it starts with us
Happy birthday Kumar
Lots of love
KS