Waiting for the End

Half the time I can't even get up
I hardly know where I am
Got the windows down and the air cuts
I'm just a simple kind of man

Falling through the cracks over the years
I just want to get out from the rubble
So far away, nothing is near
Gotta figure myself out or crumble

Coming back, nothing looks the same
People have changed, lives move on, I go out again

Half the time I don't know the date
Can't tell you where I've been
Raining down, can't see the road
Going through the motions again

Falling through the cracks again
No more demons and no more friends
Can't get out I'm caved in
Always waiting for the end

I just want that first rush of not knowing when I'm coming home
Never knowing what's the next thing to come
I've tried so hard how do I get back
I just need to get back on track
All this pressure makes my mind crack

Half the time I feel so lost
Working for years for this
I'll pay the price just tell me the cost
It's something I can't miss

Half the time I can't even get up
I hardly know where I am
Got the windows down and the air cuts
I'm just a simple kind of man