Un4given

I'm looking at my life again
And watching it progressing
Use this music as councillors
Cause it's so effective i've been knocked
But got back up I think
Life's got the message
That I won't go anyway
I'm passing all the testing
But where I am now
I've still got lots of stresses
I've still got negativity
These thoughts I'm still processing
Trying to not to let them in
Im trying to protest them
I'm trying to better myself
In me I now investing
I quit my job cause they were
Cunt and now doing management
But when I do, the stress was high
I struggled to just handle it
If you no me, I battle on
So I never had a plan to quit
People choose to run away
Im the one who ran to it
But I'm nervous everyday
But emotions I just battle through
I do a brief to a 100 people
And hope that they don't rattle you
The nerves I have can make me shake
But won't let these nerves capture you
But I'm still me so can fall
But it's fine when people are catching you

All the time I still get stressed I
Fucked me up with all my debt
I'm trying to pay it everyday
I feel I need a full reset
Its drag me down everyday
But I pretend I'm cool with it
It kills my wages so I am broke
How I can I pay all of it?
I struggle with my bills and on top
Of it I drink to much
So taking all my money and about
My health I think to much
So thoughts are going through my head
Think about the things I love
I need some help, but can not ask as the
Words they sting to much
I'm trying to please everyone
But feel like nothing good enough
Maybe I should just please me
Cause feel like I have took enough
All the shit and all the blame
I still feel im the hated kid
And everyone just fucks me off
I'm not sure if I make it this
I feel I am a good guy and
All these people take the piss
Cause they are looking down on me
Like they don't take a shit
And it don't stink, stupid pricks
I slap them to they break to bit's
I said someday I'll be better than you and
Now I am so save your shit