Composure

I been stuck in my mind
Struggling to live life
Like how can I suffice
When I can't do right
What else is there to say
So fresh to death in my grave
Lower me in the casket
Need my roses now before deaths kiss
I smoke away my problems
Just another one I'm causing
I been focused on evolving
All stopped once I got caught up
Stuck inside a maze
Had to change my ways
Caught up in daze
So I paved the wave
Caught them moving strange
Had to relocate
Just to seal my fate
Had to move away
As I grow old I start to feel strange
Feelings that I felt just don't feel the same
Things that I dealt had to reevaluate
Meaning of melt is Sade spitting flames
I don't even care what the critics gotta say
Haters going to hate watch them do it every day
Stay out my lane if you don't plan to pave
So I create but it wasn't for the fame
So I keep me my composure got my head upon my shoulders
Had to grow up now I show out
We smoking when we roll up and be rolling when we roll out
In the game I got no toe out
Like a frat house they go wild
When they see the kid no child
Caught up in my ways yet I gave no fucks
Had to lose it all just to know I had none
Sick of them tricks to be faking and fronting
Dripping in fashion so you tell me who's stunting
Never gave it shit until I got my own money
Now I get the blue I'm talking new money
Stacking up adding up fifty's and hundreds
Started as nothing now I really am something
So who you going to talk to
In the hallway see my demon walk through
Reminisce what they taught you
Remember all the things you fought through
I'm picking up my pace like I can't lose a race
You can see it in my face I can't take a break
I been on a chase seeking out my fate
Looking for answers that's a no question
Question to ask is there ever any answers
Only bad endings no happily ever after
Whats real will prosper thats the last chapter
Now the kid got old turned into a man
Vision started shifting so I'm changing up the plan
Treat the world like Plato mold it in my hands
Switching up the schedule don't know where I land
You say fuck me so I scream fuck you
Say you want beef so I cook it like a stew
Turning up the heat when I spit it in the stu
Doing what I do man there be so few
On the path to win like I could never lose
Feeling like I'm Breezy how I always got the moves
Eating on these tracks like I never needed food
Plotting and jotting so consistent with the tunes
So I keep me my composure got my head upon my shoulders
Had to grow up now I show out
We smoking when we roll up and be rolling when we roll out
In the game I got no toe out
Like a frat house they go wild
When they see the kid no child