But This Isn't (Sorry)

Staring at the part of my bed that you lay on before
But I swear to god I'm not that same person anymore
I know that you think that I don't want what's best for you
But if this is the last thing that I'll ever say well it's fucking well gonna be true
I am happy for you
I just don't know what to do
Cause you were the best friend that I ever had
You said if I stay by your side you can never be sad
You told me your secrets and I kept them safe
So what the fuck happened to us mate
Yeah what the fuck happened to us mate
Maybe at first our friendship was fake
Drenched in a lust that you never could reciprocate
I longed for those nights that you'd wrap your arms around me
And for those few minutes I could feel happy
But you told me that you were hurting
It made me feel like a burden
Cause you were the best friend that I ever had
You said if I stay by your side you can never be sad
You told me your secrets and I kept them safe
So what the fuck happened to us mate
Yeah what the fuck happened to us mate
Yeah what the fuck happened to us mate
Anything bad that I said about her
Was only to try to help you from getting any sadder
I realise now that I made a mistake
Just please don't say that it's too late
To say sorry
Cause George I'm sorry
Cause you were the best friend that I ever had
You said if I stay by your side you can never be sad
You told me your secrets and I kept them safe
So what the fuck happened to us mate
Yeah you were the best friend that I ever had
You so if I stay by your side you can never be sad
You told me your secrets and I kept them safe
So what the fuck happened to us mate