one drink away

There's a chapter of me
That I don't wanna read
Took a match to the book
But the flame never took
There's a picture of me
That I don't wanna see
'Cause it only takes me back
And I can't handle that

Oh darkness, my long lost friend
I hate to see you again

'Cause you remind me of the truth
Things that I did, I can't undo
When one was one too many
And a million wouldn't do
Yeah, you remind me of the drugs
And getting blacked out in the sun
And no matter how far I have come
I'm just one drink away from who I was
Who I was, who I was, who I was

There's a place I won't go and it's on my way home
It's a choice that I make every single day
And it sucks that it's been seven years
And drinking's still my biggest fear
I can wash my mouth out but I still miss the taste

Oh darkness, my long lost friend
I know how this story ends

'Cause you remind me of the truth
Things that I did, I can't undo
When one was one too many
And a million wouldn't do
Yeah, you remind me of the drugs
And getting blacked out in the sun
And no matter how far I have come
I'm just one drink away from who I was
Who I was, who I was, who I was
From who I was
Who I was, who I was, who I was

I woke up this morning, like thank God I'm alive
I know how I got home and I remember last night