群青 (gunjou)

ああ、いつものように
aa, itsumo no you ni
過ぎる日々にあくびが出る
sugiru hibi ni akubi ga deru
三つ目く夜、声、今日も
sanzameku yoru, koe, kyou mo
渋谷の街に朝が降る
shibuya no machi ni asa ga furu
どこか虚しいような
dokoka munashii you na
そんな気持ち
sonna kimochi
つまらないな
tsumaranai na
でもそれでいい
demo sore de ii
そんなもんさ
sonna mon sa
これでいい
kore de ii

知らず知らず隠してた
shirazu shirazu kakushiteta
本当の声を響かせてよ、ほら
hontou no koe wo hibikasete yo, hora
見ないふりしていても
minai furi shiteitemo
確かにそこにある
tashika ni soko ni aru

Ah、感じたままに描く
Ah, kanjita mama ni egaku
自分で選んだその色で
jibun de eranda sono iro de
眠い空気纏う朝に
nemui kuuki matou asa ni
訪れた青い世界
otozureta aoi sekai
好きなものを好きだと言う
suki na mono wo suki da to yuu
怖くて仕方ないけど
kowakute shikatanai kedo
本当の自分
hontou no jibun
出会えた気がしたんだ
deaeta ki ga shitan da

ああ、手を伸ばせば伸ばすほどに
aa, te wo nobaseba nobasu hodo ni
遠くへ行く
tooku e yuku
思うように行かない、今日も
omou you ni ikanai, kyou mo
また慌ただしくもがいてる
mata awatadashiku mogaiteru
悔しい気持ちも
kuyashii kimochi mo
ただ情けなくて
tada nasakenakute
涙が出る
namida ga deru
踏み込むほど
fumikomu hodo
苦しくなる
kurushiku naru
痛くもなる
itaku mo naru

Ah、感じたままに進む
Ah, kanjita mama ni susumu
自分で選んだこの道を
jibun de eranda kono michi wo
思いまぶたする夜に
omoi mabuta suru yoru ni
しがみついた青い誓い
shigamitsuita aoi chikai
好きなことを続けること
suki na koto wo tsuzukeru koto
それは「楽しい」だけじゃない
sore wa ”tanoshii” dake janai
本当にできる
hontou ni dekiru?
不安になるけど
fuan ni naru kedo

Ah、何枚でも
Ah, nanmai demo
ほら何枚でも
hora nanmai demo
自信がないから描いてきたんだよ
jishin ga nai kara egaitе kitan da yo
Ah、何回でも
ah, nankai demo
ほら何回でも
hora nankai demo
積み上げてきたことが武器になる
tsumiagetе kita koto ga buki ni naru
回りを見たって
mawari wo mitatte
誰と比べたって
dare to kurabe tatte
僕にしかできないことはなんだ
boku ni shika dekinai koto wa nanda
今でも自信なんかない
ima demo jishin nanka nai
それでも
soredemo

感じたことない気持ち
kanjita koto nai kimochi
知らずにいた思い
shirazu ni ita omoi
あの日踏み出して
ano hi fumidashite
初めて感じたこの痛みも全部
hajimete kanjita kono itami mo zenbu
好きなものと向き合うことで
suki na mono to mukiau koto de
触れたまだ小さな光
fureta mada chiisana hikari
大丈夫、行こう、後は楽しむだけだ
daijoubu, ikou, ato wa tanoshimu dake da

Ah、全てをかけて描く
Ah, subete wo kakete egaku
自分にしか出せない色で
jibun ni shika dasenai iro de
朝も夜も走り続け
asa mo yoru mo hashiri tsuzuke
見つけ出した青い光
mitsukedashita aoi hikari
好きなものと向き合うこと
suki na mono to mukiau koto
今だって怖いことだけど
ima datte kowai koto dakedo
もう今はあの日の透明な僕じゃない
mou ima wa ano hi no toumei na boku janai
Ah、ありのままの
ah, ari no mama no
かけがえのない僕だ
kakegae no nai boku da

知らず知らず隠してた
shirazu shirazu kakushiteta
本当の声を響かせてよ、ほら
hontou no koe wo hibikasete yo, hora
見ないふりしていても
minai furi shiteitemo
確かにそこに今もそこにあるよ
tashika ni soko ni ima mo soko ni aru yo
知らず知らず隠してた
shirazu shirazu kakushiteta
本当の声を響かせてよ、さあ
hontou no koe wo hibikasete yo, saa
見ないふりしていても
minai furi shiteitemo
確かにそこに君の中に
tashika ni soko ni kimi no naka ni

[Verse 1]
Ah, just like usual
These passing days make me yawn
After a night of merriment today again
Morning falls upon Shibuya city
Feeling somewhat empty
Such a feeling bores me
But that’s all right, it is what it is
I prefer it this way
Inadvertently hiding

[Refrain]
Ah, inadvertently hiding your real voice
Let it resonate, see
You can pretend not to look but
It’s definitely there

[Chorus]
Ah, Letting my feelings take over as
With this color of my choice
On a morning draped with sleepiness
I approached a blue world
Stating clearly what I like
Scares me to death but
I fеlt that I had found my true self

[Verse 2]
Ah, the morе I reach out
The further away it goes
Again, today’s not working out the way I imagined
Still struggling hurriedly vexing feelings
Just makes me miserable and tears fall
The deeper I get in, the more I’m in agony
And the more pain I’m in

[Chorus]
Ah, letting my feelings take over as I go forth
This path I chose
To a night grazing against these heavy eyelids
A blue vow clings
Continuing with what I like
Isn’t just about enjoyment
Can I really do it? Makes me anxious but

[Verse 3]
So many
See, so many
I drew because I lacked confidence
So many times
See, so many times
These experiences will be my assets
Looking around, comparing myself to others
What is it that only I can do?
I still lack confidence

[Bridge]
The feelings I have never felt before
Emotions I never knew I had
By taking a step forward on that day
This pain and everything else I felt for the first time
By facing what I like
I touched upon a light, still small
It’s all right, let’s go now all we need to do is enjoy

[Chorus]
Ah, Staking everything on my drawings
With a color no one else can emulate
By running continuously morning and night
I found a blue light
Facing what I like still scares me
But I’m no longer invisible like I used to be
I am as I am, I am the one and only me
Inadvertently hiding

[Refrain]
Your real voice, let it resonate, see
You can pretend not to look but
It’s definitely there even now
Inadvertently hiding
Your real voice, let it resonate, see
You can pretend not to look but
It is truly there, within you