Screams

Drunken father
He used to beat me
Waiting for you to come
Back from a night out
I held back my tears
So I wouldn't burst
When I hear on a phone sad news

I didn't learn to love either
I also didn't learn to care

It's strong, tense and heavy
No one can relieve my pain
No one knows how many screams
There were in my silence

Wherever I go, your voice follows me
Nightfall doesn't console me
Away from grief, pain and misery
Have No desire for anything

And after 5 years
I still dont know what to say
Memories starts to blur
But I think of you everyday

It's strong, tense and heavy
No one can relieve my pain
No one knows
How many screams
There were in my silence

I didn't know we would never talk again
I didn't know I'd never see you again

It's strong, tense and heavy
No one can relieve my pain
No one knows
How many screams
There were in my silence