secrets/skeletons

Ahh, fuck
Tss, ugh
What the fuck?
What am I?
What the fuck is this?
What the fuck is this feeling?
I can't-
I think I'm in the chamber of my secrets and skeletons I just-
Dig up my emotions left a hole and I fell in it I just-
Figure out who I am as a person no telling and I just-
Slaying ego maniacs I fly like a pelican I just-
I do not mind getting out my body my mind if I forget all the times I committed mental crimes
I do not mind getting out my body my mind if I forget all the times I almost-
Wait no
Can't get out this loophole somebody shatter my memories
They say duffy we depend on you well I can't even depend on me
And I'm not the type to beg but if I see "love" and "peace" then I'm on my knees
If I was on my last leg do I have people that will hold my knee?