One of My Lies

When I was younger
I thought the world circled around me
But in time I realized I was wrong
My immortal thoughts turned into just dreams of a dead future
It was a tragic case of my reality

Do you think you're indestructible
And no one can touch you?
Well I think you're disposable
And it's time you knew the truth
'Cause it's just one of my lies
Oh it's just one of my lies
And all I wanna do is get real high
Well it's just one of my lies

Why does my life have to be so small?
Yet death is forever
And does forever have a life to call its own?
Don't give me an answer
'Cause you only know as much as I know
Unless you've been there once
Well, I hardly think so

Do you think you're indestructible
And no one can touch you?
Well, I think you're disposable
And it's time you knew the truth
'Cause it's just one of my lies
Oh, it's just one of my lies
And all I wanna do is get real high
Well, it's just one of my lies

I used to pray at night
Before I lay myself down
My mother said it was right
Her mother said it too
Why?