all i'll ever be

I'm used to the sunlight not reaching it
It never really did when I look back
So familiar with the rooms always feeling quiet
I can deny it but I lost track

Of all the times I ignored my own signs and just gave in

Even if I could fly I wouldn't try
Let my potential die
Just watching life pass me by I don't need new heights
That won't make it right

I'm used to the seasons always feeling the same
They never really change when your life lacks
A sense of routine and reasons to stay
No surprise I'm afraid of all the setbacks

All the times I ignored my own signs and just gave in

Even if I could fly I wouldn't try
Let my potential die
Just watching life pass me by I don't need new heights
That won't make it right

I believe this is all I'll ever be and that scares me more than anything
I know I just give in but I still wanna fly
Will I reach the end regretting everything
Never being who I could've been
It not right

Even if I could fly I wouldn't try
Let my potential die

Even if I could fly I wouldn't try
Let my potential die
Just watching life pass me by I don't need new heights
That won't make it right