A Flat

Just in me can't trust, I know, I don't believe it
All my life so scarred, what for? You can't conceive it
Everything you fear, I'll be, you couldn't live it
I whisper in your ear, so loud, why can't you hear it?

I'm okay

All my faith is gone, you think I couldn't find it
Pieces falling down shattered nothing behind it
In my mind alone, lost in here I'm separated
Crawl deeper in my hole safe in here from what I hated

All the demons in my head won't leave me
I know, I can hear them
All the sacrifices made for nothing
Don't show, can't believe it
Want to show you that I'm good for something
I can't, you won't let me
All your artificial words won't heal me
Because you can't accept me

And I hate myself
And I hate my face
And I hate my world
And I hate my ways

And I
And I
And I

I'm not okay
I'm okay

Just in me can't trust, I know, I don't believe it
All my life so scarred, what for? You can't conceive it
Everything you fear, I'll be, you couldn't live it
I whisper in your ear, fuck, why can't you feel it?

All the demons in my head won't leave me
I know, I can hear them
All the sacrifices made for nothing
Don't show, can't believe it
Want to show you that I'm good for something
I can't, you won't let me
All your artificial words won't heal me
Because you can't accept me
I don't believe it
I don't believe it