Need To

I, I am confused, fighting myself
Wanting to give in, needing your help
Skin cold with fear, I'm dead with your touch
Outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fine fucked

Can you see it in me?
Skin cold from touch
Each day confronted with what I have done
You pull me closer, I push you away
You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain

I hate you
Why are you taken?
Why won't you?
I feel so helpless
Why is it you?
Ripping my insides each time I'm here with you
Why do I try?
Why do I really need to?
Why? (3 x)
Fuck you, bitch

Need to (3x)
Fuck (4x)
Slut

I hate you
Why are you taken?
Why won't you?
Let me feel so helpless
Why is it you?
Ripping my insides each time I'm here with you
Why do I try?
Why do I fucking need to?
Fuck (7x)
Slut!