I Wasn't Looking For More

Can't hear your laugh anymore
Can you imagine how I'm still clumsy
The wound is still open
I feel you across oceans
My emotions won't be the same
My heart a burnt-out flame
I miss you but I drink to ease the pain
My dad told me it's the only way
You make it impossible to understand
I really only wanted to hold your hand
No commitment
Or strings attached
Unless of course you
Wanted that
And in your eyes, I'm lost
Even in the void of your absent thoughts
Your attention is all I haven't caught
Reminiscing on when we still talked
Have her
Enjoy her
Do everything you should've done for me
I'm just happy, your happy
Don't tell me you miss me.
Don't tell me you miss me.
You make it impossible to understand
I really only wanted to hold your hand
No commitment or strings attached
Unless of course you
Wanted that
And in your eyes, I'm lost
Even in the void of your absent thoughts
Your attention is all I haven't caught
Reminiscing on when we still talked